i hate when i’m in a situation where i need some advice/help in dealing with a situation, but everyone around is so screwed up (figuratively, literally) that you can’t find that one anyone that can help you out. feels like drowning, a little bit.

so odd. you can’t get the help you’d like, but life is moving on and you have to continue doing what you have to do in the moment.

yeah uh that’s about it.

its 1:39a and all is not well at the moment (yeah one of “those” kinds of thoughts). i mean i woke up to the TV, and this “lap band” infomercial, and for a full 15 minutes it completely freaked me out and i thought it was an ad for some kind of digital avatar you can use on your website. after 5 more minutes i finally figured it out. i mean c’mon yo, that host. she looked ridiculously fake with her calculated head movements and square head.

it’ll be okay though.

dang that was obtuse. and i’m sober. :)

j.

corporate grind, originally uploaded by jon….

man even in a difficult situation; i’m really loving what i’m doing right now. that’s dope.

as of 10/16/2006, i’m happy at my job. ;-)

mmmm, originally uploaded by joymadison.

:) my daughter’s dope.